You said I'll never forget this night. I said I'll always remember this night. You were listening to me, I was listening to you and we both fell in love. The depth of the affection intensively pulled us harder & stronger. Do you remember how our endless conversations pleaded for more time, huh? We were unabashedly into eachother, so wild and so freely we liberated our conscience of togetherness. "You and I" over a cup of coffee; simply felt perfect without something little more. You sounded soothing even while snoring under your cute pillow while my pillow warmly embraced my happy tears in awe of your existence. You are something, you mean something, You deserve a lot more than what you've got and I thank the universe for bestowing so much of endearment unconditionally on me by giving you in my life. I must add, that my mind is unconciously wanting to draw the same feelings from you, oh love!
Thats when the journey of higher expectations took place because perfect love was habituated substantially. The troublesome turmoil started rolling & trapping us bit by bit. It poked you. It poked me too. I wonder how the most attractive things start appearing as annoying after a point of time. I wonder how come something so beautiful brings so much of pain. I wonder how things get convoluted out of the blue in a second and take weeks to resolve. Is it so ardous to fathom?
Then I realize, that loving you is the most happiest suffering I can ever sense. I being so volatile and vulnerable before you only weakens my inner strength gradually. Shall I put an end to this or will you? Amidst the chaos of disputes, I long to hear "hey love". Amidst the war of words, I long to see you calmed. Amidst the emotional turbulence, I subliminally long for our togetherness. Knowingly or unknowingly, this is the ultimate truth which was assumed as a white lie kept unheard for days. Pondering on this for endless hours only devastates my heart on fire. The blast of my silent volcanic thoughts only make my eyes instinctively weep a myriad of times. Why is this so fragile to comprehend? I quitened my voice all this time but now I desire to confide my innermost feelings to you dear.
Forsooth, I never understood that I misunderstood a person like you, so subtle, raw yet real. I walked down my memory lane with lone steps and discovered that every journey with you was an indelible tranquility worth remembering. Even after going through a number of thick & thins, your hand never left my shadow; I feel the same even today. Even after going through various highs & lows, you were still my emotional anchor for which my chest bloats with high regard and I feel the same even today. In any case, love doesn't have to be perfect, it only needs to be honest and even in exasperation we both were honest to each other. What more can we ask for? What more can we get? What more do we need to be fulfilled? This is what I feel the same even today, even today, even today...
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