Solitude Love

 

Knowing love, I allowed all things to come and go. Been subtle as the wind and took everything that came with great courage. Lately realized, Life is Right in any case. It's hard to believe but always valiant to let go the bitter truths while surrendering yourself in love. My heart has become as open as the sky to seep all that I can absorb within. But, don't come near to grab me, because I'll surely melt in some days. What you did for me? What I did for you? Hush... We shall not talk about it now. We lose each other every inch ruminating the negatives. Don't you feel the same Honey?

We've been the untamed fire that unleashed hunger whenever perceived. We've been a hurricane that engulfed our energies till it emptied us. We've been overtly agile for bestowing  on each other everything, went an extra mile to prove something, eventually we conquered nothing! What an Epiphany huh...

It still comes to my mind when I see your unwashed stinky Shirt. It still comes to my mind when I see your half drunk coffee mug. It still comes to my mind when I see your scattered room berserk with papers. I remind myself, so I remember something that so called Perfect life with you in my Only Imagination. The cuddle sleep, the warm hug, the forehead kisses. These all slept with you at the night time every time now. I calmed my self all nights as harder as possible. You'll never realize. I shed a thousand tears in your absence. You'll never realize. I waited for waiting for you Darling and You'll never realize that. You've been known to nothingness each time. Even you must have felt the same things differently I am certain. I am certain that all these things came to pass away.

Time made us overwhelmingly patient, excitingly calm, vigorously divine. I'll halt my breath to listen to yours but concurrently I know mine have a meaning. I'll seize your hand on your path but I know my footsteps are still on my way. I'll hold you to care like a mum but I'd never hold so tighter that it strangles. Lets be unattained in the career of love. No goals, no aspirations, no desire. Let's liberate each other in the Liveliness of Love. I don't desire you, I desire subtleness with you. I don't desire you, I desire devotion with you. I don't see the future with you, I see the moment with you. Now. Just now. Where you are there. And I'll come there. I'll come. I'll come just to pass away...